I don't know, it's hard for me to show how I feel. I feel like a burden when I talk about my feelings. Sometimes it's just easier to keep it all to myself. Well, it's not really easier, but in a way it is.
I don't know why I feel that way. It's stupid really. Kinda hard for people to care and help when you don't let anyone in. But it's hard, to trust people when you've been through a lot and been hurt. It takes time to trust again, to heal, take a chance.
It's all so hectic nowadays, it's like I never get to talk. I'm a sensitive boy, I need time and love to open up. I can't just throw the truth out there because someone asks what's up.
Yes, it's hard. But it's nice to write.
I'm doing the best I can.
